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Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Hi... Long time no see..

heloo suma... siapa suma tu?? lantak la apa pun.. haha

anyway, banyak benda dh berlaku selama aku x tulis blog ni... jasad aku sememang nya dh berada Kuching membawa hati aku yg terluka tok.. chewaah.. haha... dh abis SPM, boring n cuti tok dh 1 bulan dh terbuang dgn rest n playing around the house.... haha.. Insya Allah, minggu depan aku dh boleh start dgn khusus driving ku.. fuhh.. korang mok tauk apa kisah yg menghancurkan jiwa dan raga aku? ok...

ONCE UPON THE TIME...

ku berada di tingkatan empat, n xtauk lah, cm ney lah aku terpikat ngan si tuyuk tok.. sob..sob.. di tingkatan empat mmg banyak classmate ting. 3 ku dh x sma gik class... keadaan ya lah menyebabkan aku pendiam lah juak... ishhh... ada seorang laki tok mmg slalu pandang kat aku.. entah lah pahal...aku tok mmg jenis nak jual mahal esen-esen lah x pandang... n jual mahal ya lah menyebabkan aku kehilangan cinta.. chewaahh.. n, korang mok tauk, laki tok mmg xpat dinafikan mmg byak juak peminat nya.. n laki mmg suka flirt around girls... n time ya ku gik couple aku yg pertama tp, serius, ku mmg xda perasaan cinta ngan nya... dh juak gerek kawan aku dirampas ku.... terkutuk alu jak kerja ku time yaa... n, menyesal pun dh x berguna gik... ishh... laki yg ku couple ya mmg pakei ska2x jak n xda ber debar2x ku oleh nya... n yg ku suka tok mmg ku gik still ska sampei skrang.... hurmmm... n, betapa lah mcm gelas kaca gugok berderai bila ku dgr nya couple ngan org lain... fuhh... gik dpt mengawal perasaan sebab nya x jalan sma ngan gerek nya dpn aku... n, tup tup, ku dgr nya dh break ngan pempuan ya... fuhh.. lega skit... n, beberapa bulan lepas ya, nya couple agik ngan pempuan lain.. adoii.... couple kali boleh menderaikan lagik kaca ya tdik... lmak nya couple, sampei ku chaw dr SMK KID ya dgn membawa hati yg lara... huhuhu... kinek gik still terluka.... n, ku berharap supaya ati ku terbuka utk org lain gik... serius aku terluka, sampei ku tulis lagu yg mmg dr ati aku... huhuhu.. dh lah....

THE END



okey... best x cita ku tek... biasa ba yaa... at least ku gik dpt mengawal kekecewaan aku... korang baca ya iboh tawak... yess... aku mmg jiwang... korang sebok pasal?? haha!! :P ohh yaa... aku telah pun menerima guitar kedua aku masa 1 hari sebelum abis spm.. serius, mmg happy dohh... tp, ada org jeles pulak... hahaha.. biar lah... n, kelas music aku bakal menyusul tidak lama lagik... skrang tok apa ku buat adalah makan, tido, enjoy, tengok tv, tido... hahah... tengok,, byak baju aku dh x muat... gemok dh.. hehe.. n, yaa... PUPU my beautifol dh pun berbunting agik... fuhhh... mmg byak peminat memeng ku nak sekok yaa... hehehe... ok lah... mok makan lok.. tata...titi...tutu... :)

beautifulromances,
raihan suhaimi

Thursday, August 18, 2011

HI BLOGGER..

Hi Everyone.. <3

hi.. long time no write..

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i'm feeling very in boiling water because my nenek always blame on me all of the thing that happened in this house.. that's the BITCH.. she never apologies to me... she make a wrong but didn't doing anything and act like me doing wrong to her... i don't care she read this or not.. eeiiii... geram lah tidak terkata... semoga Allah s.w.t membalas segala perbuatan perempuan yaa.. issshhh.... nvrm... i still can stand by my own feet.. there no different im with that girl or not.. blahblah...

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my voice become normally sound.... singasong~~~~!!!

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thanks@@!~ :D

Thursday, July 21, 2011

HI.. HOW LIFE? :D

HI EVERYONE.. <3

HEHEHE.. SO, I DON'T HAVE MANY TIME TO UPDATE THIS BLOGGER, AND, IT'S LOOKS LIKE A DUMP... HAHAHA... :D

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SO, YAA.. IN THING MONTH, JULY, I HAVE DONE TO 17TH... (CONGRAT TO ME.. HEHEHE) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF... I HAVE RECEIVED A MANY WISH FROM YAN AND FRIENDS... BUT SADLY TO SAY, MY MOM DIDN'T.. THANKS VERY MUCH... :'( THIS IS MY FIRST BIRTHDAY WITHOUT ANY CAKES OR WHAT THE OTHER HAPPINESS SIGNS.. WTF? IN THAT TIME, IM CRYING WITHOUT TEARS, BUT, NOW, IT'S LIKE A RAINING AND CLOUDY DAY... WHERE A SUNSHINE?? :'(

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THEN, IM JOINING A SINGING COMPETITION BUT FAIL TO GOT FINAL SESSION... WELL, AT LEAST, I'VE GOT THE EXPERIENCE... YEAH.. THE REASON IS, I FORGOT THE LYRICS AND THAT MINUS ONE SAY GOODBYE TO ME... (MEANS THAT IM SO SLOW... HAHAH.. :P) BUT PRETTY GOOD... :D

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THAX BLOGG~~ BYE.. :D

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Ohhh... Laalaaa... :D

Hi Everyone... <3

Hehehe... So long, i didnt update my blogger.. so, now, im update it with a full of stories..

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Ermm.. 25th June ago, actually, my sis, Dyg Zahidah married with Muhammad(abg mamat)... hehehe.. and, sorry to say for my friends, i didn't invite you all bcause it going to fast... :(
huhuhu.. and went that wedding with full of disapointed!! yahhh... my momma leave my ALONE at home because my aunt forget to give me a key... sooo, im cried because can't see my sis's akad nikah... huwwaaaaaaaaa!!! and.... im feel so angry bcause there is "people" says "ehhh.. kau tauk x? mcm beauty n beast jak sidak duak yaa kan?" shitttt!!! it's that beauty or not important than LOVE? huh... bad words... nasib baik org x dgr... (tp, dh tulis dlm tok, nak kantoi... pedulik apa ku) oohhh.... Abg mamat manis apa? org yaa jak yg x pandei menilai.... :/

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im want to tell you, im now can play a guitar!!!(with proud face.. hehehe) but, i can't read a chord or any sign like chord or what.... im just play with tutorial in Youtube.... yeah... it's amazing!!! heheheh... :'D

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ahhh.... penat... TO BE CONTINUE... :D

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

What To do!!~~ :D

Hi Blogger~ <3

I'm typing this blogger with full of boring.. hahaha... but, my momma coming this day and brought donut.. hehe~~ my favourite.. actually, momma promised to me to come last Monday, but, momma very busy to checked student's papers.. so, today... yahh~~

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adoii.. i'm fall in love with this song now but, eventually, i don't like malay's song.. but, i love Daiyan Trisha's voice ver MUCH when checked the youtube when i was 16th.. I'm youtuber's? ohh yess.. and i cover the song in my own way feeling.. :D at the down there, one of Daiyan Trisha's song~ enjoy.. :D




so, did you love she? hehehe.. me too..~~ <3

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In a whole holiday ago, actually, i'm doing nothing.. just sleep, eat , playing computer(not playing, searching.. hehe) and back to sleep again.. hahaha!!~ :P

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okey, talk about the music, i'm writing a song right now.. is that good? ohh.. not pretty perfect, but i thing good enough.. hehe... name of the song? i tell you, i'm doing the music before i'm finish the lyrics.. what the hell?? hahahah!!~ :P
pretty good feeling.. hahahah~!~ Sorry~~

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so,, i'm finish!!!! tatata..~~ :D


loveable,

Devonne xx

Monday, May 30, 2011

Holiday !!! :)

Hi Everyone!!~ <3

salam sejahtera to blogger~~

So, UP SPM 2 already done and this is 3rd holiday's day.. hehehe.. so, dalam cuti nie, banyak gila benda nak kena urus kan.. arini my momma coming!!! yeppiii!!! sebenar nya mmg tak tau nak taip sebab tak tau bajet apa nak tulis... hehehe... just nak ilang buhsan nie.. :D ahh... tyme nak jiwang2x takde ehhh... nak fokus kat study arr dulu... abis SPM, lantak arr apa nak jadi pun, jadi arr... hahaha~~

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makan arr dulu... bye2x.. hehehe...

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Ohh... I'm Realize That~~

HI EVERYONE.. <3

salam.. hi blog.. n blogger~~ hehe.. so, today, i wanna tell something weird that happenned to me.. my mummy always buy a big packet of milo, nestum and biscuit to me before her go back to Kuching..(kuching very far from Bintulu..) a point that i wanna to tell you, why, how n when a small packet of milo and nestum missing one by one from my cupboard..? it's gone!!! that weird right?? then, TODAY, i found that my nestum in my cousin's box... ohh godd.. my head going to thing... n.... huh~~~ she trying to hide from me but can catch first before hide from me... haaa... kantoi kan? i can feel my blood boiling but i still can control it... adoiii... tak elok lah mencuri... i know, when my sis want to drink that, she will tell me first.. ahh....!! geram siot...~~ and then more thing, my aunt had break my PupuNunu yesterday after im back from school..!! im shocked n be patient.. thank to God because PupuNunu was safe.. fuhh... that PupuNunu..~ my sweetheart.. :D



cute kan kite? hehe..

poor 'she'... 'she' still scared at everyone right now.. :(
semoga cepat sembuh... :( amin..

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Salam...~ Ehh! I'm Back?

Hi Everyone.. <3

Hahaha.. Salam Blog... Lama yer x update... hehehe...

Okey.. Exam Percubaan SPM 2 tinggal next week lagi.. then, HOLIDAY!!! HOOORAYYYY!!! (actually, i 'not' in holiday mood... SPM coming toooo fast!! OMG!!)
Tapi kan, vonne still nak blog nie look different n beautiful~~ apalah~~ spm tinggal lagi beberapa bulan, tp, nak enjoy jer... hehehe... xpa... so, my home's teachers dh berenti.. jd... now, im took P.A at Masa Depan's Tuition n Add Math at Smart Tuition... hahaha... having fun sebenarnya kalau dalam kelas Add math nie... Org kat belakang tu selalu jer buli cikgu... n mmg lawak giler weyhhh... adoi... sakit perut gelak... hahaha... then, kalau P.A tadi, arini... cikgu tu bersemangat giler weyhh... Really Fantastic..!!!! hehehe...

Talk About Different Topic... :)
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Sebenarnya, vonne tgh nak cari gadget kat google nie... i mean, TENGAH... so, kadang2x geram jugak, lain yang di search, lain pulak yg keluar... hehehe...

Adoiii~~ Sebenarnya, susah gak tulis dlm bahasa Melayu nie.. Sebab, kalau tulis blogspot or facebook, guna Sarawak n English language jer... X biase lak.. hehe.. (vonne x berlagak ok... jgn arr salah sangka!!!) Okey, kalau cakap pasal pelajaran, ermmm... ok dh kot.. tak lah seteruk yg disangka.. xpa... naik sikit demi sikit... asala ada peningkatan... masa holiday nie nanti, terpaksa lah guna masa yang ada untuk buat kerja khusus P.A n Pendidikan Islam.. first week holiday, ada free skit nak buat... kalau setakat taip P.A tu, just dalam 3 hari je kot... just pendidikan Isalam nie jer... Xde lak nak cari maklumat... hehe.. malas lak...~~~

you all mesti ter tanya2x kan (hehehe... ye ke ter tanya2x... haha), why i changed my name into DEVONNE NADIA DEMETRIA right?? senang jer... kan vonne nie minat gilerr ahh dkt DEMI LOVATO, ni nama betul dia... just, i added NADIA jerrr... hehehe...

QWERTYUIOP... <------ hak elah...~~~ hahaha

Actually kan, rs nak vlog kat youtube... tp, kena buat cutting lagi, apa lagi... ulang2x ckp yg sama kalau buat salah sket... adoooii... baik tunggu after SPM kan..??
kalau setakat buat cover tu, mmg la dpt... tp,, ... ada cerita sedih nie...~~ orang kat umah nie haa.... kalau semua xda bru lah dpt nyanyi.... bkn apa... malu apa,,,.. mcm org syok sendiri plak... kalau dlm youtube lain lah... (kebenda yg len nya... haha) lagi pun kan, lamak siot upload menatang nie... last2x... nanti ahh.. hahaha~~~

Okey... We talk about that 'girl' lagi yer...~~
haii... vonne sbenar nya terpaksa jer lyan minah gatai nie... vonne pun hairan, cmner lah dia bleh xmalu nak nampak kan rasa suka (walaupun dia acting jer.. mcm vonne tak tau... insane...~~) kat laki tu... vonne buat derkkk jer... biar arr.. mati hidup benda yg dier buat, bkn ada kaitan dgn vonne pun kan?? yg pasti, that girl buat property vonne dia jer yg punya.. adoiii... ade hari tu, vonne tgh cari something kat tangga sambil nyanyi2x lah... tang hantu ape ntah yg rasuk dia tyme tu, tang tetiba tampar vonne guna buku... dekat MUKA... sakit siot... tp, hati vonne lagi sakit... ahh!!!! tp, vonne buat something kat dia tau... hahaha... something yg buat dia... ahh... malas ahh nak ckp... hahaha... skati dia lah... malas i nak lyn manusia hipokrit mcm tu... 'annoying orange' dlm kelas vonne dh duduk jauh dr vonne... jd, tenang skit dunia... hahah.. ada lah skit kwn2x sebelah vonne kacau, tp, vonne suka sebab menghiburkan terutamanya tyme boring buat ujian... hahaha...

hari ibu, hari guru, birthday2x byak dh lepas... wish lah skit2... hahaha

sekarang nak tukar pulak title blog nie... best ape... :D
n last but not least, cita2x vonne sbenarnya still x brubah tau.. still nak jadik lawyer... kdang2x tu mmg arr berangan 'skit' jd yg lain, tp, kalau setakat suara mcm vonne nie, sape lah nak dgr kan, kat youtube pun dh kira okey dh ada subscribers... thank you.. :') it mean A LOT for me... :D hehehe...

maybe, dlm cuti, vonne rajin skit2x update blog nie yer.. tu pun kalau ade masa lah... okey... see yahhh... tata~~~!!! salam...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Not Last Goodbye.. Insyaallah..

Hye.. <3
Kalau dulu update daily, sekarang dah update weekly.. there many thing that happen so i had no time n lazy to update blog... hehe.. so, i do simple updates in my Twitter.. (thanks to Twitter) Actually, i want to focus my study n not facing computer 24 hours so i can get a better mark in exam.. focus n focus n focus.. so, thats all for now..

A internet line become slow too, im lazy to wait like stupidity person sit on chair n wait.. haha.. acctually, i do this bcause im bored n prevent some one to borrow my ehemmm... hahaha.. kalau makan cili, terasa lah pedas kan? haha.. WTH lah... i dont like to sharing my stuff with other person.. if there can care like their own stuff, i be mine.. but, their wasnt not! okey.. after this i want to clear my room that look like 'perut manok' after two week exam.. haha.. i want to talk abot someone.. she is one of shitty person in my life.. she do what she want to do n say what she want to say... selfish wooh... i dont like to fight with her but she always make me felling arhhhh!! it too close to me, n mean that, aku mesti sabar n sabar... until what time, im not sure... she act like the world is she's own.. shit..! n she like to 'drama' too.. but, in my eyes, her 'drama' is bad!! ohh...!haha.. stupid person... so, what i will do to person like that?

<3 First, when she moody at me, i will do it too..

<3 she always make me feel down, so, just see her result in exam lah!! rasa pandey gilak.. tampar palak klak bruk tauk langit tinggi kah rendah...

<3 if she doing some thing that make me feel like the oil in frying, i will mad at her.. (i always control my anger to her bcause i dont want to make a non-comfortable situations.. but, i will do that.. peduli apa aku!!)

<3 this is me... i will do what thing i want to do.. who's she want to control n took my life? she is my mom? my yan? no!! she just a pig person..! haha.. all of you didnt know who is she.. so, mine my words yah? hahaha!

<3 if she do something bad to me, i will do it too 4 she.. surprise!!!! hahaha

so, like list above, i will do that! semua orang x kan tahan dengan perangai nya... MARK MY WORD! biar pun muka cantik kah buruk kah, peribadi biar lah baik.. kan3? okey, let go to another topic...


So, after this, i to taught myself to study harder... mybe, i will have a little look 4 youtube(ohh, i miss to upload my video..~), twitter(i will update daily.. Insyaallah..) n facebook(i will update it like a blogger.. sekali sekala jak).. hehehe.. n, who have view my blog, follow yah? i will follow u back..( i do! promise!)

after SPM, i will update this blog daily, and vlog to my friend.. have a litle look yah? kehee..!!~ :D

doakan kejayaan calon SPM tahun 2011.. kita boleh!!!

okey.. that all from me.. see you again... goodbye!!

Loveable,

Najwa. xx

<3

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Pray Is Important When We Got Bad News..

Hye Blog.. <3

Sorry for not updating you for a week.. so, many thing was happen in every life in every single people.. i mean, a people.. so, today, in midnight of Friday, i wrote this in a feeling of nerveous..! u know, the news from Japan shocked me 4 a minutes.. Tsunami hits Japan after earthquake.. Yaa Allah! then, its hits Philiphine too.. its was so close to borneo island, n, not impossible, it will hits borneo island too.. Ohh.. I just pray n pray n pray inside my heart.. i can't type my blog properly bcause my feeling so scared.. ok lah.. that all.. tommorrow, Insyaallah, i will update my blog again.. thanks you.. :')

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Hye...!! (saturday night mod)..

Hi everyone.. <3
hahaha... i miss u, blog... hahaha.. miss for writing... miss for words.... haha..
so.. my story in everyday in this week... i have examination... so, sometimes, i blurr to answers the question... not sometime,,,, many time!!! adooiii... i didnt study....!! that why... after school, i will get my guitar n played for long hours n forget about the exam...!! ahhh... what a world making at!!!~~~ so, after chemistry(OMG) exam, rehat n.... i didnt do anything.... just sit on my chair.... my dream come... looking forward....~~ ........ n mahhhh!!! Nisaa shock me!!~ oohhh.... gugok jak jantung...!!~ huh!! when c. shahrul comes, everybody was busy about a sejarah's mark... oohh noo... not my helll.... not my helll.... not my hell!!! acctually, im worried... my mama said, 'if u not got good at physic n add math, i will fired your home's teacher!!!' what the hell!!!!!!!! i started in middle of Jan, but stop in marc??? hahaha.. i didnt... noo.... what i can do now....~~ no idea... ~~~~~~~ Aha!!!! i have idea!!! let go to another topic... i bored talk about a terible in my life.. there many thing was going on this week..~ i shocked when received news about Joanna passed away in Thursday night.. feel sorry for a hour.. :'( n, a van stopped takes me bcause i fired the... hahaha... padan muka!!! they always leave me baaaa... wtf laa.. n, blabla... im too tired to writing acctually.. maybe, another time i will tell you yahh... n, when holiday was start, i will go to Kuching...!! u know what? i dont like it very damn much!!! i dont like travelling... dont care about a transportation.... a car, van, bus or what another thing, i still dont like....!! my feels will not good baa.. please mama, i dont want a life like a suck like this... ohhh.... theirs many thing in my mind... it good if i take a bath right now... n pray... n sleep... tommorrow i have class.. ok then... bye.. salam...

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

UP- SPM 1.. i scared!!

Hi Everyone.. <3
acctually, i dont know what wrong with me... i can write in blog or twitter, but why not in exam...? i was in blur n dont know what to do.... what wrong with me??? all of bm n bi essay hasnt complete!! i still mad myself... huhu... so, i know self, i will fail in bi n bm.. wtf laa... did i do something wrong? so, tomorrow, history's exam.. can i do that? i know i will take extra class for bm n bi... stress!! my mom hope i will get a good result from my older sis... please Ya Allah... Ku memohon pada Mu.. Berikan kejayaan kepada ku.. Amin... :'(
no one know my heart feeling except Allah s.w.t..

Monday, February 28, 2011

Time Goes Out~

Hi Everyone.. <3
hehe... yaa... sorry for not updating for long... so busy with my exam today n seminar didik... fuhhh... now, im tired... today, the van leave me again at morning.. adooi... i didnt tell it was van fault bcause im wake up late.... huh... so, there many thing happen one week past... when i go to seminar, Isa n khairunisa, my classmate in year 5 at sk sungai tisang was there... but can say helo to Isa only, khairunisa was not.. huhu... i thing she didnt know anymore!! shit... i know i not beautiful... fine.. hahaha.. ok then... i was too tired to write now.. ahhh... i need to bath, but i was to lazy to do it... ooohh... plizz... ohh!! im forgot... i was meet Farhana there... hahaha!!! so, al-fatihah to hijranie's friend (i didnt know his name) was passed away in one week ago...(x ingat laa) so, now, i want to sleep with school uniform... hahaha

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

My Dairy...

Hi Everyone... <3
shitty van!! the van was pick up me n my cousin was leave we at the school... holyyy shitttt!!! dah laa memangg tired time ya... shittttt!!!! imagine that, no bath, no changing a clothes, no eat n blabla....!!!! im feeling lucky when tiffany was staying at school n after that go to library... before that, i meet sandra n daniel at the lobby... they made something funny... hahaha.. but, i still worried when i can go back home.. who can pick me? huhuhuh... after doing something at crazy at Dewan Teratai there(hehe), go to library with tiffany n my cousin... a thing make me disappointed, erwin n theopilus was joined,,,.. ohh... how can i feel comfortable at time,... n, guess what, i so shocking when Muiz coming tooo!!!!! ohhh... my cousin make some noise besides me n im feeling headache, at last, im joined together... hahahaha... we feeling lucky again when we meet Harith at bus stop, n Mok Zul n Mok Mislili can send we to home.... at last!!!! when, we was arrived, mama, ibu n nenek was calling... ohhh... especially, mama... she soo worried until i feeling pressure!!! she like blamed on me!! its not my fault!!!! its Bonicha!!!! she didnt tell van's uncle to wait a few minutes only... damn...........!!!!!! isshhh!!! that van was the same!! dont have poor feeling!!! ohhh... so, after this, i want to have a bath, prayer, n have some rest..!! feeling so tired lohhhh!!! ohhhhhh!!!!.. xguna!!! i need to go, bye... salam.. :/

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Hahaha.. Im write again in same day...

Hi Everyone.. <3
I dont know why im so aggresive today.. haha.. and, u know what, im planing to sleep at 4.30 p.m, but, when im wake up, its already 8.30p.m.. OMG!! asar, maghrib was gone.. and, i forgot i was tution with teacher Pramindra at 3pm.. hahahahakk! how can i forgot? when i see my phone, there are many missed call from nenek, mama, n ibu... as it happened, my yayan was call.. n blablablaaaaa... 'why u sleep that time', 'why not studying' n blablabla.... huh... when call was ended, i woke up to the computer n facebook'ing'... thats shouldn't not i do when Spm's exam this year... fuhh.. then quickly have a bath and do my presentation 4 tommorow... so, now typing this in fearful of the time was gone!! ahhh... so, after this, i want to prayer... then eating, then sleep... tomorrow, i ironing the clothes and go to the who have a many enemies inside that... oohhh, u know what, in this day, when i sitted in front of school lobby, im shocked when a not really big girl falling in down of stair there..(acctually, the 'takak' one.. hahaha), i cant hold my laugh n ran out from there n laughing with the big smile n small eye in other place... one of my friend things i was crying, but im not.. i telling the story that catch live on my eye there.. hahaha..~ i telling to my cousin too, lyeah... she was not laughing but smile only bcause she dont know what going happened,.. she was in memories the ULBS sript there n remind me dont laugh at that girl.. poor that girl... huhuh.. so, i took my bag n goes to Dataran Ilmu when time out... so, that my story for today.. hahaha.. byebye.. salam.. gud nite.. :)

My Heart Feeling Now.. :(

Hi everyone.. <3
i dont know what my fault to other people.. its like their dont like me at all.. i dont know... like, when i laughing, i will laughing alone n they seeing like to kill me... please laa... i want to know about it.. they can slow talk to me n i will understand.. i dont want a non-comfortable feeling when a go to school n anywhere laa.. my studying will disturbed bcause of the bullshit thing like this...! i didnt mean all of people to like me, but, respect to my future to do what im what do... you!! other people who dont know what my despressed about my family n my mark in exam, dont shamed to me bcause im really to trying look happy in front of all people n friends.. dont just ask "ohh,.. rs kacak naa empuan tok" , "ko tok knak sot glak?" n know yourself laa.. i hope you know what im talking about.. it acctually, my life is not perfect like you look like.. their many things that can make myself hurts out n inside... what do you feeling when you talk to other people, but that people like doesn't even care what you talk about? me, as i know, never like that to other people.. why people do this for me? did i do something wrong? i want to cry but i cant.. i dont know why.. if you dont like my joking style, just tell me.. i know myself not beautiful like YOU but i know my self.. but, just remember, you cant make me down just bcause u A LITTLE BIT clever than me.. but, trust me, u can anytime goes down, n that time, i know what im feels... i know your family is not imperfect like, but, dont to be confident, bcause anytime that you cant realize something would happened.. when you make other people's life like that, you will get it 1 days does.. i didnt treating you, but life is like a wheel, n i thing i shouldn't explain bcause you already know.. you should happy what you have now, dont not satisfied that your own have.. bcause the world is not yours own... we only can planing, but only Allah S.W.T determine the thing... and, your can make my words, dont hurt any people when you feeling not satisfied to she/he bcause not at all people have a perfect life their own... okey.. that all..

Saturday, February 19, 2011

My Special Suprise!!!~ :)

Salam.. I have a idea to make a vlog to post to youtube for my friend's birthday.. but my camera was so big MP.. -.-
but nvm, i will do it for my lovely friends.. so i took their birthday's date to my calendar so will make a card for show it.. kehee..~~ maybe it will post lately bcause i need to buy a beautiful designed paper to make a card.. hahah... so, i think people probably wondering, how about my study for SPM? good question!! i have a lot of work hard for this year.. but still blur in Chemistry.. I have no idea for it.. so i will belonging my exercise to the teacher so she will checked.. so, thats all for now.. i pray to Allah s.w.t hope i will got 9a's for SPM.. -.-
My mama was so worried about me bcause spend to much time with Facebook.. :(
My mama is the best mama in the world.. she always prepared my study's home to make my marks better.. but she was in Kuching now... :'(
but, i understand her work as a Pensyarah will busy anytime.. at least, call me everyday make my missed gone a little bit.. :')

Saturday, February 5, 2011

OMG.... Im Form 5 Already...!!~ :)

Gonna Be Stress Now.... But, No Worried, My Mom Always Give Me A Spirit TO gOt It!!~~~ :')